2012年11月3日 星期六

Life is better when you decide you don't care.


Life is better when you decide you don't care.
meaningful? 
i love this sentence so much.

 don't care so much,
cause that so much,
will hurt you so much.


Hi, November, finally u were here.
brand new month again.
as usual, new month, new life, new moment, everything is new right now.
going to new practical too.


alright, 2012 is entered the 2nd last month....
is going coming to end soon...
so, be goof and be nice then.


happy life happy me happy you happy everyone 
=)




2012年10月29日 星期一

心歷成長



今天是十月二十九號,星期一,雨天。
第7985天,第22個人生的今天,終於,可以以最平靜,最平和的心情,記載,檢討,思考這第22個人生的點滴。


有時,我在想,如果我不讀職業治療這系,或許我可以往作者這行業發展。
談不上熱愛寫作,談不上擁有什麼好文筆,但卻很熱愛探討,摸索於兩性之間,這算另類的熱愛嗎?呵呵
我喜歡直來直往,但卻談不上比人家犀利;
我喜歡宅在家,每天都會定時翻閱其他作家的作品;
我喜愛閱讀,我可以用兩個小時讀完一本厚200頁的書;
我算不上其貌不揚,也不談不上是氣質美女,但我有我一套的個性;
我熱愛文字,喜歡以文字表達情感;曾經有人對我說過,閱讀我的網誌的時候,會有種穿透力,他能感受到我的不開心,我所要表達的東西,有些時候,有些文字正中他下懷。
我不知道這些是奉承還是那個人也深感其受, 但我很開心, 你讀懂我的文字。


不談寫作,談談生活。
我的生活,很普通,也很普及。
吃飯,上課,逛街,看電影,旅行,就這樣。
沒別的, 就這樣。
或許有人會把我畫框框,框成是一個喜歡去夜店,喝酒,抽煙的女孩;
這些框框或許你會對我說 現在的女生,有哪個不抽煙,不去夜店,不喝酒? 有的話,那個女孩肯定是個好女孩。
那我想問,如果這些女孩都跳脫這些所謂的框框,其實她們都是好女孩,可不是?
好與壞,取決去個人看法。
在我眼裡,沒有人是好,也沒人是壞,只是看你以什麼態度去過你的人生。
我,只是過著大多數人都過著的生活,普遍人會採取的生活;
卸下臉上的妝容,我也只是一個再也平凡不過的女孩;
我想,大家都一樣。


目前就讀職業治療這系,算得上是醫科,或許更加偏向治療系。
如果你問我為何選這系,我可以很老實的對你說,不是我喜歡,是貪它夠冷門。
讀書一向不是我最大的興趣,我從不覺得讀書很好玩,有時會覺得讀書只是在過時間。
如果你硬要我說出一個原因,可能就是這系夠新鮮。
話說,如果我不是因為爸媽的限制,可能現在我都快在心裡系畢業了。
礙於爸媽不喜歡,他們偏喜歡我從醫,可是我想讀解剖 (有夠他媽的冷門),又一堆限制;
所以, 最後,我硬著頭皮,抱著完成爸媽的心願,去讀大學,就讀醫科,完成他們的心願,囧。
課業,從來我都不掛心。
都抱著很順其自然的態度,畢竟有太多想要,也有太多不想要,還有一堆的限制。
當然,有時我要感恩。
感恩是因為有貴人幫忙,讓自己從中成長不少=)
done diploma course, i'm going continue it to degree, master, bachelor degree, and the Ph.D!!
wait for me =)


22個年頭的人生,該說的是,真正的長大,真正的熟悉自己,了解自己,應該是在這第22個人生。
22歲, 對父母來說,我還小;
對社會來說,我也還年輕;
對自己來說,卻不以為然。
這是一個弔詭的年齡;一個女人一旦過了2字頭,或者步入2字開端的歲數,有很多東西都會變得很不一樣。
女人與男人不同之處,就女人2字開始,就會想嫁人,步入婚姻,男人卻不同;3字開頭,才是他們真正該成家立業的時候。
我想,我也不例外。
從18歲開始,我開始去了解自己要的是什麼,那個時候還很懵懂;
20歲的自己,彷彿好像知道自己要的是什麼,卻還不定性;
如今22歲的自己,意識到了,也了解到了,原來,一個人,越長越大,所嚮往的,就不都是越簡單越好嚒?
所以,我想把自己快快嫁掉!
恨嫁了,糟糕 ~.~


我,依然還是我,依然我行我素。
我不會去加以理會別人,外界對我的眼光是啥,我理你都傻。
如果你嫉妒,羨慕我的好,我會很感恩。
但在你嫉妒,羨慕之餘,請不要在外造謠中傷我,這樣你跟那些低俗,智商低的人有什麼分別?
我不難過被你這樣說,反而要感到開心,因為你很可悲, 只會圍繞著我的生活打轉,卻不去做一些更加實際的事情。
還有些人喜歡做打小報告,想請問閣下,你很空閒?那麼關注我幹嘛?
你真的很無聊==
真的覺得你很可悲
無可救藥









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end of October ♥


h0la bloggerss and  beloved readers =)
finally, i could manage out some free time to update my feeds.


today is 29th October of 2012
last feeds was updated by 17th, that's meant that i was abundant here almost 3 weeks again ==


alright, whatsapp guys? 
how's life? 
i'm pretty good in the all way long =)
i'm just done my 3rd clinical posting at an old folk center
times flyyyyyyyyyyyyyy......
5 weeks were just like yesterday
everything pass like nobody
so that's it, the 3rd posting was came in the end =)


is a pretty and awesome feeling and experience having posting at an old folk center
lots of fun made and happen in between
u will figure out that, there was not so difficult get along with elderly
although some of them had bad temper 
lolzz....
i like to interact with them, just no reason and just because of i could learn and get many life experience from them =)

here some part of activities of them =)
they're so cute !! 
love and memorable much =)


unfortunately I've deleted the file for this keep this memorable moments
what a wasted and worse feeling ever! =(
however, the memories will always stick in my mind =)
aunties and uncles, don't forget us ya!
miss you all always =) 


ended up the 3rd posting, i'm having one week of short  vacation right now
any plan in this short holiday?
actually i was plan visit to singapore for couples days
but, mummy asked me back to home be a guai guai lui, so force to canceled the trip =(
however, it also giving self a small chance to refresh mind and thinking =)


as soon as, the 4th posting will be started soon.
the next will be going to play with the little child=)
little boys and little girls , wootzz..
how excited am i?
haha
u got no way to predict and expect it =)


here you go, my 4th posting, wish be be good and smoothly on everything =)







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