2011年10月21日 星期五

the feeling

ahem..
actually, seriously, i don't know what should i dot down here..
just... found no place to express my feeling..
so.... just automatically click in here and.. write it out...


well..
i think there was something wrong on me.. but i couldn't find it out.. what's going on!
it quite freak me out
my mind told me i should happy but no em0 but i cant!
while viewed something that actually effected my mood indirectly...
my mood was upside down turn 180 degree
from the high dropped to the floor..
from =)----------------->=(
it passed one month, why i still care bout it?
i hate it much!
i hate this preview friendship!
i hate u !
i hate all of them!!!!


i got a failure friendship!
i hate it!
i hate my soft-hearted!
hr....
haiz..


i really wish that i could stop all the course, the study right now!
dun wish to see to care to view to touch anymore!
i really hate it!
felt very emo right now!!
=((((((



haiz..
be patient gal!
dun let anything knock u down!
cheer up cheer up cheer up!
u can do it!
rearrange yrself
be steady!
be tough
and be strong!

and one more
smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee always =)





















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2011年10月20日 星期四

a day v love ♥

loving day with my dear =)
went to sunway pyramid to spent our date =)
such a long time dint drop a visit over there
so we decided having our date there =)

went for a movie named JONNY ENGLISH REBORN!
haha..
finally caught a chance to watch it!!
I'm looking forward for this show around one month more b4 i went for my clinical posting!
and finally i get it =)
quite funny and i laugh non stop inside cinema
haha..
thx my dear so much...
thx for his accompanied for this movie =)
appreciated

after movie we went to dinner at mr teppanyaki =)
for sure we talk a lot and shared a lot =)
and of course took lot picca too =D
I've posted some of it at my fb album
feel free drop a view there =)


after dinner went to secret receipe bought a slice of cake for my dear =)
as what he said b4 and what i promised to him
replace his b'day cake for him when i meet him =)
for sure i did my promise!
hehe..
dear dear enjoyed the cake much =)
wootzz


have a tea time with dear's friends at BRJ cheras for his fren b'day celebration =)
hm..
seriously
i just wondered that... is it the youngster now didn't know what meant by"respect"
felt so cacat when listen to someone talk
my ears were totally get tortured
whatever...
let it...
=)

however
have a nice day v dear
love it










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2011年10月16日 星期日

the dayss at segamat

finally, 5weeks clinical posting was came into the end =)
my life at segamat was ended up with a completed full stop =)
and guys...
I'm back!=))


oh yeah...
again... I'm back =)
finally i was escaped from a horrible terrible BORED life
seriously...
my life at segamat.. was suck..
I'm not racist
but truly.. i dislike malay much!
ESP MALAY GAL!
seriously brainless and non-educated
wasted they were taking physio course
moral and attitude totally equal to 0!!
what a failure future therapist!
i really wonder how u guys to assess yr patient with those yuck attitude?
no wonder malaysia's health science course fulled of rubbish coz of u all!
really tor sui ga!
didn't learn how to respect people!
didn't know how to be generous!
really so speechless!
i sweared i wont live again with malay pXg!
my mine my time and body whole of my part was get tortured if like this!
hate sia to the max!


other than that...
within this 5 weeks...
i realize one thing..
that's nothing can be longer...
a quite complicated feeling i have now...
hm.. hard to describe and express out...
something was changed..
but i cant stated out what was changed...
something was enter my life..
but i cant state that what was that...
hm..
seriously felt that....
haiz..
let it...
=)


這次的實習 其實獲益良多 學習到了很多課堂以外的道理
課堂以外學習不到的東西
學習到做人處事的道理
看到了行行類類的病人
突然就覺得自己的愛心爆棚
尤其是對小孩子
很有耐心的細心調教
看見他們有的一出生就殘缺 真的有心疼到
生命的可貴
進出ICU病房 看見垂死掙扎的病患
進出嬰兒房 看見很可愛的寶寶
進出普通病房 看見可憐楚楚的臥病在床的老人們
stroke # BPI PD 接觸很多很多的case
治療過很多很多的病人
總結 給自己一個承諾 將來一定要成為一位頂級的職業治療師=)
希望來拜訪我的病人 都能接受到最好最棒的治療!
然後都能復原=))))


5個星期在醫院的生活 不長也不短
對我來說 這這只是開始 不是結束
第一個旅程結束了 另我很期待第二個旅程!
很想迫不及待的去完成它=)
終於 找到了自己的目標
活了21年 突然覺得之前的自己真的是白活的
渾渾噩噩的就這樣的過來
經歷了這次 突然覺得自己開竅了 也更加的認定自己接下來的目標
自己該往哪走=)
告訴自己 即使未來的路 沒人陪伴 也要一個人堅強的走下去!
必須讓自己未來的20年活得更精彩!
即使終身不嫁 我也願意=)

不管是苦是悲是哀是喜是甜是樂
我的目標 只有一個
醫者父母心
做好自己的本分=)
這是給自己的一個小承諾=)


該來的總會來
該面對的總必須面對
過去的 不回首
將來的 就昂首仰望
惜福 該學習
永遠記得
別為了誰而活
只為自己而活=)

加油 妞
你行的=)









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